After that dinner last night to close the challenging year together, I woke up this morning feeling sad because nothing is changed and we're all facing tough characters to deal with whose demands we always try to fulfill the best we can but we always know the challenges that lie ahead.
It's great to have a few others stand by with you but in the end, we all gotta face our fears alone individually. And it has always been that way that I'm usually the person who is made responsible for everyone's shit.
I feel that coming into the new year there would be reflections on all parties. But we are always left to be blamed when things go wrong. And that, left me truly frustrated and sad.
I don't like it one bit that I have to simply accept because I have no other better choice right now. I'm not born to just accept. I deal with my challenges and I take actions to rectify it. Unfortunately in this instance, I can't or I will face even tougher challenges. I'm stumped on early new year morning, which I shouldn't, because starting the new year on this note is not the way it's supposed to be.
I can't help it.
Sigh,
💋JJo
